I wish this was me right now. I miss the beach and being able to ride out to it, sit or walk, and just relax and breathe. I miss that. Life has gotten hectic. I go through fits of depression then I relax a little and remind myself I have to stay calm. It will get better. I just want to move from this place. I feel weighed down by my own chains to this place. I do not feel good here. I miss the water.