This is my collective brain.

I do what I want.
September 20

Life is killing me

I woke up today feeling ok. Then I hear news which overwhelms me mentally. I am suddenly exhausted. I know things happen when you need them, not necessarily when you want them to. I just can’t handle anymore of life being terrible. My karma must be bad. But I think of all the good I have done for others, all the money stolen from me this year, all the horrible treatment I have put up with from others, and I wonder when life will flip back to being ok. I am on the verge of suicide. I wish that weren’t true. But it is bringing me down, this struggle, and I am at my wits end. God, please let life stop killing me. My soul can’t handle this anymore. 

September 13

OH NO

i just wanted to know if he hated me. he told me more than i wanted to hear. the truth is i am not over him. the truth is i think about him everyday. i wonder if walking away was a mistake. you can help who you fall for, but you can make decisions on whether that person is right for your life. he may not be, but i miss him more than i can say.

September 11
riskeverythingfearnothing: When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn’t mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over. 

riskeverythingfearnothing:

When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to anyone who leaves you, and it doesn’t mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in your story is over. 

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This is beautiful to me. This is why I choose this life.

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I wish this was me right now. I miss the beach and being able to ride out to it, sit or walk, and just relax and breathe. I miss that. Life has gotten hectic. I go through fits of depression then I relax a little and remind myself I have to stay calm. It will get better. I just want to move from this place. I feel weighed down by my own chains to this place. I do not feel good here. I miss the water.

I wish this was me right now. I miss the beach and being able to ride out to it, sit or walk, and just relax and breathe. I miss that. Life has gotten hectic. I go through fits of depression then I relax a little and remind myself I have to stay calm. It will get better. I just want to move from this place. I feel weighed down by my own chains to this place. I do not feel good here. I miss the water.

September 9

My favorite men of comedy <3

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if only the hipsters snorted glitter, then maybe everyone wouldnt look the goddamn same.

if only the hipsters snorted glitter, then maybe everyone wouldnt look the goddamn same.

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hot.guy.friday.

hot.guy.friday.

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this is all i wanna hear 

this is all i wanna hear 

September 7
oh to be that dog. 

oh to be that dog.